Every

Hand gets there. Every prayer answered. Losing like mad. It's getting to be just downright ridiculous now. Fuck poker.

It's a 15 BI downer over my last 23k hands and breakeven for the 30k hands before that. It is just getting so damned frustrating at the moment. I am doing everything I can think of to improve as a player, but the constant coolers and ass raping suckouts are just crushing my spirits.

I will continue to try and improve my play and keep my foot on the pedal, because I really wanted a certain amount of debt removed before baby #2 gets here, which is in about 7 weeks.